男人

下班回家，把宝宝牢牢抱着的爸爸

孩子是这样被宠坏的。平时因为工作时间长，男人在家的时间少，很少和宝宝亲子乐。所以下班回家，就把宝宝牢牢抱着。抱着他入睡，才把他放上床。结果，可苦了我和妈妈，大白天男人不在的时候，宝宝也讨抱，我们累得⋯⋯

我的生产过程非常不容易。周一一大早入院催生，催了一整天都没有结果，我还去医院旁的商场逛逛。周二再继续催，早上好几个小时都没有动静。我们就干脆一点，跟医生说，这个再不行我们就开刀吧。不知是否听见开刀吓坏了肚子里的宝宝，没两下就开始阵痛。

心想这下可好了，快生了。但天不从人愿，我的阵痛维持了10个小时，才好不容易等到可以开始push的时候。

我真不知道没有epidural怎么生孩子。到三公分的时候，我已经痛到想死。和护士说我要epidural。但是，产房不够，再加上麻醉医师太忙（同一天总共有七个宝宝出世），我苦苦疼了一个小时以后，麻醉医师才终于出现。打了针以后，我真觉得那是伟大的发明，我竟然可以睡去。还有办法和朋友用whatsapp聊天，向他们报告最新状况。

到了晚上9点，我终于都dilate了10公分。医生把麻醉药减低，好让我push的时候，可以感觉得到。不过，不知道是麻醉药太厉害，还是我的阵痛因为催生药的减去而渐渐失效，抑或是我太累了，我feel不到。结果，我总共push了两个小时，医生在最后关头也没法子，叫更多医生和护士进来帮忙。我的孩子，是护士用力从我肚子推出来的！

生完孩子以后，麻醉药的side effect再加上太累，我整整吐了三次。吐出来的，都是深青色的胃酸。(e_e)

从周一开始到终于把孩子生出来的整个过程，男人都陪伴在身边。除了吃饭时间，我都叫他出去走走吧，慢慢吃了再回来。在我开始阵痛的时候，男人负责帮我按摩，伸出双手让我抓着，弄些好笑的让我转移目标等⋯⋯打麻醉药的时候，也抱着我让麻醉医师可以准确的把麻醉针打下去（不然终生下半生麻醉就惨了）。Push的时候，他也不畏惧那血淋淋的场面，和医生护士们一起帮我把孩子生下。回到家里了，也是男人每天帮我敷药才上班。

整个过程，我也看得出男人的担忧。担心宝宝出了什么问题。也看得出他的心疼。

虽说，生产过程最伟大的还是妈妈（自夸！），爸爸这个角色也少不了。如果不是男人全程陪伴，全程鼓励，我真担心自己熬不过来。

各位男人啊，如果你是准爸爸，记得记得，不管你有多怕，尽可能都陪老婆进产房。老婆比你怕，比你痛，你应该进取鼓励鼓励她！就像我家里的男人。

靠山

几乎每个出世的小朋友，都有祖父祖母、外公外婆做靠山。坐月期间，祖父祖母和外公只是来探望，不够时间把小宝宝宠坏。外婆因为负责帮我坐月子，因此整整一个月的时间，好好的把小宝宝宠一宠。

小宝宝应该是知道谁会把他宠坏，谁会在他哭泣的时候不管什么事情，就先把他抱起来再说。外婆的声音和拥抱，就像魔术一样，可以瞬间把哭泣的宝宝，安抚下来。他好像就是等着那一刻，等他的靠山来救他。 我们在家，都管妈妈叫“magic”，少爷的magic。

外婆喂我喝奶，我很幸福

紧紧的靠在外婆的身上

接下来的日子，外婆不再与我们同住，看来我的日子不好过。

Cutest Thing

I personally think a baby's yawn is the cutest thing of all.

*Yawn*

I'm 19 Days Old

19 days old

Hi everybody, I'm Bey Jr.

Everybody has been anticipating my arrival on 25th of September, however, I stayed cuddle in my mommy's belly for additional 5 days until her doctor successfully induced the labour, after trying hard for two days.

I've caused so much suffer and pain to my mommy, she was in pain for 12 hours before my head pop out with gynae's warm welcome. My mommy has lost all the strength to push after 12 hours in labour and only 2 slices of bread before all these have started. My head was stuck at the exit point for too long and my heartbeat dropped. It made everybody in the delivery room so concerned, especially my papa. Doctor finally called for more people to help my mommy. At least a team of 10 were helping mommy to push me through the exit point.

The moment I came out, papa and mommy can't help to notice I was partially covered with my own shit. Mommy was relieved I was crying even though not hard enough, and she was also relieved all these 12 hours pain had finally come to an end. She was so funny she was laughing and crying at the same time. I think she's confused of what she should be feeling.

I looked funny the moment I was born. My head was pointy like an alien after suffering through the birth canal (mommy, you should have pushed harder and faster!), the nurses assured my papa my head will return to normal.

Now that I'm 19 days old, I started to understand things more clearly. I know how to wail for things I want, for example, milk, milk now! And I demand to be cleaned fast, faster and faster! Why are my mommy and papa cleaning me so slow?!!!!

At times, when they have done everything right, I reward them with 15-20 minutes of peace, by staring at them, listening to them singing to me.

When they can't handle me, when everything fails, they bring me to Ah Ma, somehow Ah Ma's voice calm me down faster than anything. I bully my mommy and papa, but I can't bully my Ah Ma.

But no matter what, I know they love me. And I love them too!